-21.50- Capek! Sampe rumah 1 jam 15 menit lalu... ngobrol sama MamaH... epon Didi... mandi... dan shollat.. ShollaT?! Yap! Gue ternyata kangen sekali sama Tuhan malem iniH... but im still a sinner... If i were God, i shall leave the others 'me'... and throw 'me' away as what 'me' ve done 2me... But one case is... Im only the ordinary human being..

Hari inih bahagia... Banyak sapa dan senyum buat gue... dan kebahagian ini terasa selfisH sekali... Di sisi laen, gue mesti denger... kalow Andre, cow nyaH Shelly, meninggal... Hepatitis B stadium 3... DamN! What kinda news is that?! And what kinda gal u r, ShellY? U still could smile and share stories in yer bitter voice... I didnt cry coz i didnt courageously want to make my position in yers. Badday do... do conceited wid ya... u r thougher than i thought be4... So sowi 4 blaming ya on Tue... ya can do that coz ill do more if i were ya...
N i luv sharing diZ day wid ya... seeing yer survival... finding yer simplicity in da fu** estimations bout ya... Really ive learned mucH from ya aunrealizely... Alwayz be my comrade, dear soul teacher... I do bended knee... =)

Hhh... Tapi Didi gue masih tetep sama... so introverd... I like doing such stupid things to show how mucH ya meant to me.. but yave never touched my soul to understand how tired iam. Pls... i wanna de reason why u still can sit in da sh** corner though yer eyes catch how they always bother me wid their stupid advice as im de stupid gal between de stupid counselors... !!!
If u still wanna see me living in breathing... dun too arogant to sit in the same altitude wid me... so u can read my language... that unpatiencely wanna be told to ya...

Well, hari ini Jakarta dingin... ujan... gelap...
Gue tadi juga mid test 2 biji. Pas mid test asistensi, gue dibantu oleh angel2 bang***. Hahaha! Gimana gak? Dari belakang kasih contekan, dari samping kasih kebetan... *phuiiih* Sementara Arso tampang muka memelas dari jauh. Duh! Sapa suruh dateng telat banget? Masih suka bobok kek kebo yah, So... ?

Hm! Besok sampe Senen liburrr... gara2 kampus perlu pembetulan sarana2. Tau ndiri... tawuran sipil-hukum sempet ngerusak sana siniH! Gue tereak, "Brantem terus donk tiap hariii... biar gue libur tyusss..." Di "hush" in sama Mas Eki. Hehe... Tapi besok gue tetep ke kampus. Anak2 ngajak siH. Ya udah, monggo monggo wae...

Buat kamu... yah kamu...
hmmm...
Gue suka deh kamu masih berbagi wid de soul mate...