Sebenernya gue ngisi kamu dengan warna kuning... atau hijau muda.. atau jingga... YeaH, cerah, BloGgY... karena memang semuanya cukup cerah bagi gue... hingga epon itu berdering... yea... berdering...

U... in there... dun ever think da im a seduce one... Maybe ive no smooth fingers to throw yer pain... Maybe my smile seemed too uglY to comfort ya... BaddaY'm not a seduce, for 1more time... If ya wanna share yer sadness, ya believe i wont push aside it, dun ya ? But pls not to show me yer heavy breath or yer droopy eyes, coz in front of them, i cant do anything. But in my loneliness, i can do what uve neva imagined, mercY. Should i tell to anyone 4 it? Whats de extraordinary side o' it ? Indeed, yave neva realized...
Well, i knoe theres a grief n sorrow. Howeva, yave ability to put all o diZ into de past. Theres sunshine behind de clouds. Yave called diZ very situastion into yer life, so look 4 de lesson n learn...

Hhh... tadi subuh, abis sahur, gue langsung ngumpet di balik selimut dan bobok. Sowi, gak shollat... I was too sleepY... dan kenyang... Pas melek2, "Hah?! Jam 8?!!!" Langsung gue ngibrit ke kamar mandi dan inget sama fotokopian 10 x 19 lembar... sama jilidan... dan sama ringkasan Malibu... Ternyata gue telat 45 menit. Buka pintu... gue langsung jalan ke belakang... *brugH* ! Gue taro' tumpukan kertas ituh di depan muka Fajar + Fahmi... dan gue masih liat tampang Fahmi yang tegang... Hahaha, whuz up, bro?! Gue gak marah kok... gue cuma masih capek abis buru2... =)

Sempet temu Dini... ngebahas Malibu... curhatin Jopret Cs...( ya know, sista, they only havent got enogh lifespan ) . Sempet juga dia ngajak cabut cuma gue gak mau. Selaen dah 3 kali, di kelas SIM gue nemu Badut. Gue agi pen nikmatin tawa. Dan bener aja... gue duduk di samping tuh makhluk... dan enjoyed da laughing... mpe pulank! Karena pulangnya Badut ngikut panther... maen cela2 an... dan gue lebih suka liat ke sisi kiri daripada sisi kanan...
Gal, u look so boring now... not as what ive known be4... Yer pamperde is only 4 him... him... and him... !!! Sowie, puasa neh ya? Makanya, gue lebih baek jaga jarak dulu deH ma loe bedua, daripada gue sesungutan gak jelas? ILL back if ive born as a nice kid... dunno when... =))) Tapi besok pada mo ke rumah kali, nge What Lies Beneath. So' laH !

Hueeeh... Gue ngantuk! Pen belajar! Pen tidur! Besok quizzz !!!
Besok Angga juga dateng. Sodaranya Didi. Masih nanya, "Buat apaan?" Yah, seharusnya loe seneng donk. Apa karena dia bukan siapa2? Apa karena dia nampak aneh? Sejak kapan gak ngehargain orang? Sejak kapan lebih suka liat "gambar" ?!

Tuhan... Maafin saya, Tuhan... Malem ini bener2 gak bersahabat...
Padahal Saya pen cerita tentang KK Pandu... Dalam doa yah, Tuhan, doa anak nakal inih... Masih ingin dengar kan, Tuhan?